straight from the heart

"Sometimes you just have to be done, not mad, not upset... Just done." Read this somewhere, found it so appropriate. When you find no fault of yours in the worsened situation. When you find people have grown bigger than their stature. They may be going through bad phase but you are no reason for it and you don't need to suffer due to this. When two sided relationships become one sided. When you just want peace. You know there is no reason to put your time and energy towards blackhole. Where nothing returns. When every word of you is being judged and scrutinised. When people don't want to talk to you. So let them be. Let them heal. They are going through crises. Let them sail through it. Let them find their light. And know your worth eventually. Let them find peace.   And what is yours will return. What is always meant to be will always be. Truth will prevail. Time heals everything. Amen.

Counting days... Vomits and nausea.. counting weeks.... Back pains... Tiredness.. again counting days... Counting movements... Waiting for days... A little munchkin be in your arms and in your hearts forever.... Counting hiccups.. monitoring burps..  feed counter and manager... numerous Pees and poos... for many months... Vaccinations and their side effects... First smile.. first hook-up glance..  First summer.. first tooth.. first step... first walk.. first word.. cherishing every first milestone... Watching your heart roaming around in the house.  Missing your kids while on office.. missing your work while at home.. tracking the source of sickness .. punishment and reward schedules.. tracking what kind of punishment will mould your behaviour in the right way.. tracking what kind of studies to be given.. but the greatest teacher is parents themselves and their actions, children learn by watching them silently. Motherhood is being strict sometimes while your heart wants ...