Motherhood

Counting days... Vomits and nausea.. counting weeks.... Back pains... Tiredness.. again counting days... Counting movements... Waiting for days... A little munchkin be in your arms and in your hearts forever....

Counting hiccups.. monitoring burps..  feed counter and manager... numerous Pees and poos... for many months... Vaccinations and their side effects... First smile.. first hook-up glance..  First summer.. first tooth.. first step... first walk.. first word.. cherishing every first milestone... Watching your heart roaming around in the house.  Missing your kids while on office.. missing your work while at home.. tracking the source of sickness .. punishment and reward schedules.. tracking what kind of punishment will mould your behaviour in the right way.. tracking what kind of studies to be given.. but the greatest teacher is parents themselves and their actions, children learn by watching them silently. Motherhood is being strict sometimes while your heart wants to give u the moon and the stars. Motherhood is the test of patience since the day a mother is born. Motherhood means keeping your child's needs above u.. motherhood is feeling their joys and sorrows..  motherhood is being a mother above everything else 

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