2021

I hate you 2021. Please go now. 
Sitting in the prayer meet of Anubhavji's mom and crying.

2021, you gave me more reasons to cry than to smile. You took away rahul bhaiya, tauji, komal's dad and Anubhavji's mom.  You will pass and I hope there is not a single year like you in my life.

Go corona GO


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