Looking back

They say live your life freely with no regrets...

They say do what you truly want.. 

They say you only get what u truly deserve.. 

I am a follower of all of this.. . I live my life on my own terms.. I do what I truly want..

But sometimes, when u look back, u do have certain regrets.. though u made your own choices.. though they seemed correct at that point of time.. though they were all over ambitious.. though u worked hard for them.. but u still regret.. for not ending up being where u thought yourself to be.

Regret for giving up so early.. not being strong headed as much as the goal required.. may be u had plan B that shown up at the wrong time...

On the way.. I discovered that the process was worth some more..  and I am unable to accept that I have failed.. I would like to accept that I have gained in that process more that what I have lost.. some days the loss seem bigger.. some days It feed that it was destined to be this way only. ..

But letting go .. forgiving yourself and reaminjng in the present is such a hard thing... Afterall we are all humans.. we are bound to make choices may be all bad or may be all good. There is nothing that is right or wrong.  

Accepting the past present and future  is all that we may need to learn.. and forgiving ourselves for the things that acc to us we were ought to do.  That steps that may have turned out life upside down... Let's come across them and overcome all of them.   

Living the zen life... 🥳🥳