memories..

Never thought this day will come into my life.. 
While scrolling my inbox for your email.. I got to see our first interaction on email.. I shared your roka pics with you.. and what not.. our email exchanges.. our feelings... Our friendship, our love and what not.. 

Being a people's counsellor, I always advise people to not to be too close in in-laws relationships.. but when did I became too close to you.. 17 years back .. my first email to you... 26.02.2009...
Zindagi bahut lambi hai.. bahut zalim hai .. 
After my marriage.. We had decided to hug each other when we meet... But never realised our last hug was already over... We had spent so much time together... We have shared pata nahi kya kya... 

Bhagwaan jaldi utha lena, pata nahi kya kya aur dekhna padega.. 

Dil par patthar rakhkar muh pe makeup kar liya.. 

We are all living a fake life.. miss you and bhagwaan aapko sadbuddhi de..  mujhe bhi.. 

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